Dear You: I accept your apology, even if he doesnt. i dont know if you mean it, i dont know if you'll be any different, or if your just trying to get us to come back. if its the last...stop. cause..i dont.....know that we ever will. well.. not right now..and its not up to me. Dear You: i want, with every fiber of my being to be a better friend to you..i didnt get to visit you, because that week sucked massively for us. but i thought about you all week long...and........it upset me so much not to get to visit you. Dear You: the incident where i said the thing that made you upset....upsets me. i apologized, i never heard from you, i dont know what that means, but im terrified to run into you somewhere....TERRIFIED. ansd theres noone else like that for me..not even chris's dad. him i culd handle..running into you without having ever heard back from you is the worst thing i can imagine..people wise. but..i never ment to hurt you, and after..everything..im very sad things have gone this way. Dear You: HOW did it get from....back then...to..here? How is it i cant even.....look at you anymore? im sad..im so sad.. more than mad im just sad. we were friends and now.........as things are..we couldnt be even if you wanted to be.. which you dont. i think... . i wish you would take a minute and reflect on.... all the stuff..cause, its not good. i love you, and thats why im saying this. i love you and im hurting for you, and its painful to ..even think about. Dear You: it makes me...have mixed feelings to even hear your name. you didnt do anything wrong to me..but you did. you drug me along. and it still upsets me a little. i think your cool as cool can be, and a big buttfaced jerk...who i still admire. p.s. please take a cat. | 
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